Strange Wake up

It's happening...once again I wake up with this strange imagination....or thought; a shocked feeling that Illah existed everywhere, your front, back, left, right and watching whatever you look at with the Angels writing down whatever action you do, like as if you've heard it for the first time. Maybe because its been a long period of time not thinking about it, and when you hear the next Azan for Subuh prayers while you eyes are shut, boom! You get that shocked feeling I described earlier. Some things aren't easy to explain.